最近的我不知干吗都在为感情困扰，
很对不起，刚才我刚和某人撇清了关系，
一个很好，很喜欢我的男生。
对不起，就是没法接受你。
这感觉憋了很久，
但是，没办法一直这样。
真的不希望对方越陷越深。
人，越长越大，越看清，就越不擅长说谎了，
我是超注重感觉的人。
喜欢一个人，当开始的时候就会一直陷进去，
不喜欢一个人，就算让我每时每刻对着他，
让我发现他所有优点，我还是那个没有“FEEL”的人。
想法，也许太固执了，
但，就是没办法改变。
有人告诉我，要求别那么高，想法别那么刁钻，
可是，连聊天都没法达到共同点了，
还谈什么情，说什么爱呢？
不知道是不是奸骨头，
用心追求我的人终是没办法喜欢，
太用心了，觉得他们好假，
因为太用心讨好你了，
所以，好担心万一如果成了男女朋友，是不是就会一百八十度转变？
好没有安全感。
还是顺起自然朋友开始就好。
不用担心那么多，也没太多压力。
我不是难搞，但是感情真的没办法培养，或者随便，
如果，找一个自己不爱的人陪在身旁之因为想有个伴，
哪我还是干脆直接的“寂寞寂寞就好。。。。。”
Dut understand why I being Interrupt by "LOVE" this few months,
I jus hate that funny feeling,
and I had just broken somebody heart again,
A nice gentlemen, But too bad,
I dut Like him.
It's been such a long time I wanna tell him My feeling,
But, Now I think I should do it,
Before everything went wrong and I be hurting him Deeper....
Forgive Me.......
I am kind of Person who dut Hide their feeling and mind,
"FEEL" is the Most Important thing to me in my life.
When I fall into someone, I will keep on going till the end,
When I am Not into you from the start, Dut wish that I will change my mind one day
Cos, I WONT.
Maybe I am a little too stuborn,
But, this is who I am, How to change?
Someone told me, Jus dut set your Requirement for BF too HIGH,
But, You cant even talk in the same topic wif a guy
So, how will you suppose to wish that U will be Together with him forever?
I wonder am I a little enjoying Tortune,
Those who care bout me and go after me,
I dut even feel for them,
I am so worry, so worry the way they treat me,
So lovely and nice will only be while they wanna be with me
I have this unsecure feeling that they mite Changed to someone I dut know if I really be with them
I prefer to start from a Friendship rather than Keep Putting Effort on me.
Maybe I am bit Irritating,
But, well, Love really can't be force and dut tell me anymore like,"Times will build it on"
If, I need to be with someone just because I am lonely,
I think I really prefer to stay alone and sing "Just Havent Met You Yet..."
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