Just Me

I am now jobless since Feb.
But I am not worrying. Cause now I have time to talk to myself, to understand what I want.
To find out what been missing in me. What I really love to do.
I get back to time for jogging, and I am now trying to learn swimming.
I read other's blog, and I try to make mine better.

I get time to watch those DVD I had bought but not time to watch.
I laying on my bed and trying to think who I really wanna become.

I found Time for myself, and, I know I can do better and help more.
For times, I been busy for my family, my work, my love.
But, I didnt really get the time for myself, now, I do.

My friend once told me, he never really met a lady who love photography,
but I do, cause I really think life is beautiful and I wanna capture it before it is no more in my mind.
Now I really do understand why some people become a full time blogger, cause, they wanna enjoy their life than others. But too bad, I am not that talented in this, or, I might like to be one. =)

Bless me, I am learning to read Bible and I think I might be a Christian one day.
Anyway, how long is your last holiday？The one I meant only being with you, yourself.
Have it one day, and you might found the thing you missed in life.

秘密。。。。。

“死神的秘密”
你看过了吗？其实好久前我已经看了，只是对这部电影好像没什么深刻影响。所以，今天又看多了一次。结果，才明白故事要表达的含义。

死神每次的出现都下雨，所以他不明白太阳的重要。“每天都看见的景象，一点也不特别，却很重要。”这是“藤木一惠”在戏里说得。

是啊，我们都把每一天当成理所当然，觉得没什么特别，但是，我们忘了每一天对我们有多重要。就像一直在我们身边爱护我们的家人，朋友，理所当然地觉得应该存在，而忘了他们的重要。

“雨天是为了期待与珍惜晴天”。 没有雨天，你又怎么会记得阳光的好呢？又是一句经典。

超爱女主角所主唱的SUNNY DAY。美丽的音乐，舒服的歌声，思情浪漫的歌词，现在已经成了我的电话铃声。

缓缓滑落脸颊 

代替泪水，逝去了心声 

极力仰望 

逾越阴云感受阳光 

混沌度日 

只有孤单随行 

期待与你的邂逅 

一直在原地静静期待 

独自一人也能歌唱情歌 

即便如此 

孤单一人无法追寻捧在掌心的温暖 

附上假面 

隐约坚信能够忘却 

尘封记忆 

封闭心锁 

只有在黑暗中 

才能用身心与你相依 

我紧紧追随永不回头 

你却依然渐渐远去 

只在自己脑海中回响的情歌 

永远无法让你闻知 

向往在门口守候我的未来 

只须再次迈开脚步 

WITH YOU 

你能将忧伤化为柔情 

只因你能向我证明 

能够原谅真实的自我 

伤痛也定会随之离去 

孤单一人的情歌 

我不再需要 

一己之力找不到冬日阳光的温暖 

要你一起，定能找到 

从未感知的未来

你还在对生活失望吗？看一看这套电影吧，它会让你记得，每个人来到世上都有生活的使命得。

The Curios Case of Benjamin Button

Before you know "The Social Network",Just after you know "Fight Club", and "Se7en"

There's another lovely and interesting Movie by also Director, "David Fincher" which you shouldn't miss,

"The Curios Of Benjamin Button".

And, Guess what? Ya, it's Brad Pitt (one of my favorite actor again) after "Fight Club" and "Se7en".

It tells the tall tale of an infant who is born as an old man—tiny but suffering all the infirmities of an 80-year-old-who lives his life in reverse, becoming younger with each passing year until he achieves real infancy at the end of his life.

Benjamin (Brad Pitt) he get his last name from button-manufacturing father and the family abandon  him cos of horrified. They left him front of the steps where old-age home and he raised by the black employee Queenie. 

Benjamin was growing up surround with all the old folks and he just look like one of them, but actually, he is just a little young boy spirit stuck in a old-man body. This little old folk met a lovely girl name "Daisy" whom played by "Cate Blanchett" when grow up.

They have bed time story together and enjoying their lovely time until Benjamin growing "younger" and left his family to town. Benjamin promised to write Daisy a letter everyday.

He did till years and Daisy became a ballet dancer in New York.

When Benjamin grow till Mid-aged, he was there heading to New York for this lovely Daisy. As expectable, two childhood mates falling in love. 

They built their home and stay in happiness, but the fact is, Daisy will grow older, as Benjamin will became younger.  Only for one magical moment will these lovers share the same age. They have to face the fact and life goes on. 

I watched quite some of Brad Pitt's movie. But this one, really different from others and it is touching. Touching when Benjamin reversed younger to a child, Daisy still there for him, till the day he gone. 

Maybe you found it some source like "Forrest Gump", it might because Eric Roth wrote both screenplay. 

There's some nice quote in this movie,

1. Benjamin: I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is.

    Daisy: Some things last. (LOVE)

2. Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mamas. And some people can dance. (People born with reason....)

3. Your life is defined by its opportunities… even the ones you miss.

4. For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. ( This is for his Daughter and it's so lovely.)

5. You can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went; you can swear and curse the fates – but when it comes to the end, you have to let go. (And this the one I love most.....)

It's seems bit late to write about this,but Believe me, this movie, really worth a watch....... 

时间

最近不知道为什么，

好像发现自己改变好多，

新一年了，

过新年了，

好多观点，想法，似乎，变得不太一样，

突然的想买吉他学弹弹吉他，

一直觉得会弹吉他的朋友，帅，

看中了一把黑色的吉他，

突然的想买相机学习摄影，

把周围一切美好的回忆事物都框起来，

我一向都爱乱拍，

但，专业相机，看中了NIKON的D90

突然的好想多接近我母亲，

发现她改变了好多，

虽然还是一样自大，

虽然还是一样爱管我大小事物，

突然的想念旅行的感觉，

好希望能试着独自旅行，

感受新环境的新事物，新感觉，

突然的不太那么在意别人突然对我的冷淡，

对我的不在意，

曾经会为此很在意，很不安，

现在，只觉得懂与不懂珍惜我也不是我的事，

突然的好想多见见朋友，

多多了解周围的人，

好喜欢累积有着大家的回忆，

突然的不再那么害怕自己一个人，

自己看书，听歌，

逛街，喝茶，开车，散步，

突然，好多突然，

因为发现时间过得好快，

好多事情你还来不及回音，

它就飞走了，

好多感觉你还来不及记得，

它就消失了，

因为，时间走的太快了

PS：王菲的流年，真像我的感受

PS：sorry, google Translate my fren. =P