Just Me

I am now jobless since Feb.
But I am not worrying. Cause now I have time to talk to myself, to understand what I want.
To find out what been missing in me. What I really love to do.
I get back to time for jogging, and I am now trying to learn swimming.
I read other's blog, and I try to make mine better.

I get time to watch those DVD I had bought but not time to watch.
I laying on my bed and trying to think who I really wanna become.

I found Time for myself, and, I know I can do better and help more.
For times, I been busy for my family, my work, my love.
But, I didnt really get the time for myself, now, I do.

My friend once told me, he never really met a lady who love photography,
but I do, cause I really think life is beautiful and I wanna capture it before it is no more in my mind.
Now I really do understand why some people become a full time blogger, cause, they wanna enjoy their life than others. But too bad, I am not that talented in this, or, I might like to be one. =)

Bless me, I am learning to read Bible and I think I might be a Christian one day.
Anyway, how long is your last holiday？The one I meant only being with you, yourself.
Have it one day, and you might found the thing you missed in life.

秘密。。。。。

“死神的秘密”
你看过了吗？其实好久前我已经看了，只是对这部电影好像没什么深刻影响。所以，今天又看多了一次。结果，才明白故事要表达的含义。

死神每次的出现都下雨，所以他不明白太阳的重要。“每天都看见的景象，一点也不特别，却很重要。”这是“藤木一惠”在戏里说得。

是啊，我们都把每一天当成理所当然，觉得没什么特别，但是，我们忘了每一天对我们有多重要。就像一直在我们身边爱护我们的家人，朋友，理所当然地觉得应该存在，而忘了他们的重要。

“雨天是为了期待与珍惜晴天”。 没有雨天，你又怎么会记得阳光的好呢？又是一句经典。

超爱女主角所主唱的SUNNY DAY。美丽的音乐，舒服的歌声，思情浪漫的歌词，现在已经成了我的电话铃声。

缓缓滑落脸颊 

代替泪水，逝去了心声 

极力仰望 

逾越阴云感受阳光 

混沌度日 

只有孤单随行 

期待与你的邂逅 

一直在原地静静期待 

独自一人也能歌唱情歌 

即便如此 

孤单一人无法追寻捧在掌心的温暖 

附上假面 

隐约坚信能够忘却 

尘封记忆 

封闭心锁 

只有在黑暗中 

才能用身心与你相依 

我紧紧追随永不回头 

你却依然渐渐远去 

只在自己脑海中回响的情歌 

永远无法让你闻知 

向往在门口守候我的未来 

只须再次迈开脚步 

WITH YOU 

你能将忧伤化为柔情 

只因你能向我证明 

能够原谅真实的自我 

伤痛也定会随之离去 

孤单一人的情歌 

我不再需要 

一己之力找不到冬日阳光的温暖 

要你一起，定能找到 

从未感知的未来

你还在对生活失望吗？看一看这套电影吧，它会让你记得，每个人来到世上都有生活的使命得。

The Curios Case of Benjamin Button

Before you know "The Social Network",Just after you know "Fight Club", and "Se7en"

There's another lovely and interesting Movie by also Director, "David Fincher" which you shouldn't miss,

"The Curios Of Benjamin Button".

And, Guess what? Ya, it's Brad Pitt (one of my favorite actor again) after "Fight Club" and "Se7en".

It tells the tall tale of an infant who is born as an old man—tiny but suffering all the infirmities of an 80-year-old-who lives his life in reverse, becoming younger with each passing year until he achieves real infancy at the end of his life.

Benjamin (Brad Pitt) he get his last name from button-manufacturing father and the family abandon  him cos of horrified. They left him front of the steps where old-age home and he raised by the black employee Queenie. 

Benjamin was growing up surround with all the old folks and he just look like one of them, but actually, he is just a little young boy spirit stuck in a old-man body. This little old folk met a lovely girl name "Daisy" whom played by "Cate Blanchett" when grow up.

They have bed time story together and enjoying their lovely time until Benjamin growing "younger" and left his family to town. Benjamin promised to write Daisy a letter everyday.

He did till years and Daisy became a ballet dancer in New York.

When Benjamin grow till Mid-aged, he was there heading to New York for this lovely Daisy. As expectable, two childhood mates falling in love. 

They built their home and stay in happiness, but the fact is, Daisy will grow older, as Benjamin will became younger.  Only for one magical moment will these lovers share the same age. They have to face the fact and life goes on. 

I watched quite some of Brad Pitt's movie. But this one, really different from others and it is touching. Touching when Benjamin reversed younger to a child, Daisy still there for him, till the day he gone. 

Maybe you found it some source like "Forrest Gump", it might because Eric Roth wrote both screenplay. 

There's some nice quote in this movie,

1. Benjamin: I was thinking how nothing lasts, and what a shame that is.

    Daisy: Some things last. (LOVE)

2. Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mamas. And some people can dance. (People born with reason....)

3. Your life is defined by its opportunities… even the ones you miss.

4. For what it’s worth: it’s never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There’s no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you’re proud of. If you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. ( This is for his Daughter and it's so lovely.)

5. You can be mad as a mad dog at the way things went; you can swear and curse the fates – but when it comes to the end, you have to let go. (And this the one I love most.....)

It's seems bit late to write about this,but Believe me, this movie, really worth a watch....... 

时间

最近不知道为什么，

好像发现自己改变好多，

新一年了，

过新年了，

好多观点，想法，似乎，变得不太一样，

突然的想买吉他学弹弹吉他，

一直觉得会弹吉他的朋友，帅，

看中了一把黑色的吉他，

突然的想买相机学习摄影，

把周围一切美好的回忆事物都框起来，

我一向都爱乱拍，

但，专业相机，看中了NIKON的D90

突然的好想多接近我母亲，

发现她改变了好多，

虽然还是一样自大，

虽然还是一样爱管我大小事物，

突然的想念旅行的感觉，

好希望能试着独自旅行，

感受新环境的新事物，新感觉，

突然的不太那么在意别人突然对我的冷淡，

对我的不在意，

曾经会为此很在意，很不安，

现在，只觉得懂与不懂珍惜我也不是我的事，

突然的好想多见见朋友，

多多了解周围的人，

好喜欢累积有着大家的回忆，

突然的不再那么害怕自己一个人，

自己看书，听歌，

逛街，喝茶，开车，散步，

突然，好多突然，

因为发现时间过得好快，

好多事情你还来不及回音，

它就飞走了，

好多感觉你还来不及记得，

它就消失了，

因为，时间走的太快了

PS：王菲的流年，真像我的感受

PS：sorry, google Translate my fren. =P

*Let Me In。。。*

PS: There's actually many Different Poster for this movie, But I love this Most, It really Bring out the"Relationship" from them.....

When you are still in the "Twight Light" Heat,
or still imagine that Nice Lovely Vampire,
Maybe, you should Watch this,
<<LET ME IN>>

It's another Novel from Stephen King, and Director by Matt Reeves
with two little kids that Actually I don't know them, "Kodi Smit-Mcphee" & "Chloe Moretz".
The story was happened in a quite small town with a young little boy,Owen, whom always been bully by his classmates.
Everything goes as usual, until one night, this mystery girl name, Abby moved in next to Owen.

Two lonely kids get to know each other, and Abby given Owen the courage to overcome his fears.
The story seems all right in those kids' world, but, Owen found that there's secret that his loving friend keeping from him. People get killed everyday and never end.

Is there Monster or is a murderer?

You might think that this is some kind of "Narnia" or "Harrey Potter"s movie when you just get into the story from beginning. But, with these two amazing kids, I think you shall rate it in a great Movie. (Better than TwightLight at least, the kind of teenage's Dream.)

Their stunning and amazing act in the movie really showed their talent.
Fears, Timid, Misery, Like (maybe is love), Strength, Confused,
they really bring you into the story and feeling how they feel.
When "LOVE" comes, there's no "Right" or "Wrong"........

Wondering how it feels to be in love with an Vampire?
Opps, should say, wondering how it feels to be a 12 yrs old boy falling for an Always 12 Years Old Vampire?
There it is. <<LET ME IN>>

*The Tourist*

"The Tourist",

一套由性感女神“ＡＮＧＥＬＩＮＡ　ＪＯＬＩＥ”

和我的其中一位偶像“JOHNNY DEPP” 所主演的电影，

你觉得它是爱情片？

或许，

你觉得它是警匪片？

或许，

你觉得它是搞笑片？

或许。

故事的开始在巴黎，

然后，伸长到了威尼斯，

两个浪漫而唯美的国家
背景音乐的搭配，
肯定让入戏的你，有种想恋爱的冲动，
但是，ＪＯＨＮＮＹ的不完美，
却又突然把自己拉回了现实，

JOLIE  还是一贯的花瓶，

美的，真会让人溺吸，
不过，还是希望她快把毒瘾戒了，
才能再度战线健康美，

而JOHNNY，再一次演示了搞笑而又颓废的样子。

也许，只有这样的角色再显出自己不是花瓶吧  ><
完美的女神，搭配不完美的凡人，
这是一贯的电影情局吧

追逐，再追逐，

只为了想知道主角到底是谁，

而，观众，也被戏弄的，一直等待，再等待，

结果，结局，

哈哈哈，真的不能说，太意外了。。。。。

告诉你？不行，

那就失去你去观看此电影的兴趣了，

不如，你们看了，再告诉我感想吧？

票价？绝对值得。。。。

^.^

The Tourist, a Nice movie to be
You tot is a Love story?
Maybe
You tot is a Police and Thief?
Maybe
You tot is something Humor?
Maybe

It all started in Paris,
till Venice
a Nice, Romantic Country
with the nice background music,
It will bring you to feel that "how great to be in Love?"
And that funny Johnny,
He will pull u back to the reality again while you staying in your dream......

Jolie, still the beautiful sense to view,
I don't think she need any comment for her beauty,
But, really hope she can't get back to her healthy look

Johnny Depp?
He got his way to be in silly and funny
maybe, dat's the way to show he had improved much in acting,
when A perfect Beauty met a Silly imperfect normal guy,
What will it be? That's the story for most movie.

chasing,chasing
and chasing,
wow,
Director making us to play hide and seek
and It makes you more curious and keep waiting for "HIM" to be appear
Ending?
Erm, I think you better find it out yourself,
cos if i tell you,
there's no more reason and mystery for you to watch the movie,

And, I must say,
Just go for it,
The Nice Venice and the Story,
It's worth for your ticket..... ^-^

因为，我是天蝎座

我用了一生的时间，
学不会怎么忘记，
因为我是天蝎座，

我用了一生的时间，
学不会怎么不在意，
因为我是天蝎座，

我用了一生的时间，
学不会怎么不那么信任，
因为我是天蝎座，

我用了一生的时间，
学不会怎么不认真，
因为我是天蝎座，

我用了一生的时间，
学不会忘记你，
因为我是天蝎座，

我用了一生的时间
学不会看戏不掉泪，
因为我是天蝎座，

我写了那么多，
只因为我是天蝎座，。。。。。

Wish!!希望

希望，
对阿，2010就快过啦，
2011有什么新愿望呢？

那天，和朋友聊起，
他问起了我这个问题，
结果发现，
我除了想要多一把吉他，
买个专业相机，
学会潜水，
我好像没什么希望了呢。。。。

其实，不管大家的愿望是什，
是简单得，
艰难得，
有计划得，
没有规划得，
最重要得，
就是在新一年里，
一定也要过得开心，不是吗？

你们的愿望我可没办法实现啦，
不过，开心，我能传授几招啦，
但愿大家，
计较少一点，度量大一点，
脑袋记得开心多一点，难过的少一点，
生活要求简单点，给与别人多一点，
懦弱少一点，自信多一点，
烦恼少一点，笑容多一点，
珍惜拥有得多一点，比较少一点，
抱怨少一点，体谅多一点，
最后，分享多一点，自己苦恼少一点，

记得咯，要努力再努力，让自己在新一年过得开心哦。。。。

遗憾。。。。

马来西亚，面子书，
昨天凌晨发生了震惊世人的悲剧，
也让我觉得悲哀，

一个22岁的华裔男生，
因为感情问题，而跳楼轻生了。
在他临走前，在面子书发布了他留给那女生的遗书，
也冷静的在面子书交待一切。

事情发生后，大家都在议论纷纷男生做得事，
到底是伟大，还是愚蠢，
也有人借用此题在部落格大写特写，

大势报道整个情况，
还贴上了男生与前女友的部落，
文章，合照，等等。。。。。

是真的只为死者讨回公道？
为家人得以祝福？
见人见智，
这些事情，我也不想评论。

但是，对于男生所做的决定，
我只能说，遗憾，
遗憾他在决定时，忘了身边挚爱他的人，
遗憾他在临走前，还是没办法释怀，
遗憾他经不起时间的煎熬，
也经不起人生的考验，
遗憾他在悲哀难过时，周遭的朋友家人并没发现。

如果，看见他在与女友分手后在部落格的发表的文章，
他所写的，＂you are MINE, MINE, MINE forever......wahahahaha!!!!!"
就会不难发现男生心理其实一直不想放下，
但是，也许，对于大家，分手时很平常的事，
更何况是只有短短四个月的恋情？
所以，大家都忽略了他的悲哀，
他的想不开，他的痴情．

也许，生在这个年代，
这个＂合的来就一起，不合就分开的年代＂，
大家已经忘了爱情该给的承诺，
爱情该有的坚持，
如果说他有错，就错在他生错了年代，
太相信爱情，太相信彼此给的承诺．

没错，对于他的父母，家人，疼惜他的人，
他的确太自私了，
但，如果，他现在是为了拯救一条生命而牺牲，
你们还会觉得，他，自私吗？
我相信，赞扬的回应会多余辱骂与批判的声音．．．．．
但，如果站在家人的立场，那也何尝不是自私？？？

对于那位女生，只能说抱歉了，
她在分手后的放不开，在此与对方见面，
这，得却误导了男方，
竟然不能一起，就完全的放手，
那在是给与对方最好的疗伤方法，
她，也没错，错在看不清原来，爱情可以对一个人那么重要，
因为，她觉得自己能渡过的疗伤期，对方也可以．．

已经离开的人，
其实，已经听不到，也不需要理会大家的回应了，
只是留下的人悲痛的渡过，
我相信，大家的一再提起，追问，批评，
只会让他们觉得更痛苦，难受．

不管他所做的决定是对或错，
他是否能够上天堂，
是否会一再那么坎坷的走下一世，或下下一世，
这些都不是他的亲人想听见知道得，
我们能做的，就是献上最后的祝福，
最后的祷告，与尊敬，原他一路走好，
来世，别再为情所困了，
安息吧．．．．．．

Malaysia, facebook,

Occurred early yesterday morning there's a news shocked the world,

And makes me sad,

A 22-year-old Chinese boy,

Because of failure in Love,had jump off from a building to commit suicide.

Before he gone,he left a note for his Ex girlfriend in the facebook,

Also he was also wrote down all his feeling on facebook between the last hour he gone

After this incident, everyone is talking about the boy for what he done,

There's argument and discussion about is it really worth it? 

Or was him Stupid?

This issue also been using for bloggers, 

They posted it, discuss it,

And labeled with his article, pictures, blog on their Blog or post

Is it what they doing only justice for the dead?

To bless the Family?

Well , I got no comment.

However, the decision made by the boy,

It is Sorry only I can say,

Too bad, when he made the decision, he forget those Love him

Too bad, before he left, he still can;t let go

Too bad, he can not take the time to be in suffer,

Too bad, he can not go thru the test in his life,

Too bad, when he was sad those around him didnt notice.

If you read his blog after breaking up with his girlfriend,

He wrote, "you are MINE, MINE, MINE forever ...... wahahahaha !!!!!"

Psychological it is easier to seem that he doesnt wanna ;et go on the relationship,

But perhaps, for us, breaking up is a very common topic for nowadays this twenty century,

Moreover, the romance is only a few months?

So, we have neglected his sorrow,

We think that he takes things too hard, and his infatuation.

Perhaps, for our age here, 

We all think that, "we will be together if we are click, just let it go, if you are not suitable"

We had forgot the serious and sincerity in Promises,

and Love should be last forever,

If he was wrong, i think, he was wrong to born in now, this century

He giving himself too much in love, and that's what we are not doing nowadays

Yes, to his parents, family members, those loving him

He is selfish, leaving them, giving up his life so easily,

However, if, he is now sacrificed to save a life,

You will feel that he is selfish?

I believe that would be superfluous praise than sound of scolding and insult

However, if he is really a hero for saving a life,

Dont you think he is still the selfish one for his family???

For that ex girlfriend, i can only say sorry,

She refused to go on but, she still met him

This may made him feel confused again,

Why shouldnt you let go and just leave him alone if you don't wanna be with him anymore?

He should have the time to be alone and stop meeting the gal to heal himself,

I wont say she is wrong neither, 

If you think she was wrong, the only mistake she make,

Is that she never know that LOVE can be so important to someone,

Because she felt she could through it,  and she thought the other can too. .

The person had leave,

Wont hear, nor know what everyone's response,

But for those whom loves him and still here,

I believe the judgment, discussion, insult,

Will only make them feel more pain, and uncomfortable.

No matter is his decision right, or wrong

Whether he can go to heaven or not,

Whether will him be tough still in his next life,

I dont think these are those his family members or those love him wanna know

We can only now pray and bless that he will live better in his next life

And his family and those love him to stay stronger to walk thru,

This is the only last Respect we can do for him

Rest in peace. . . . . .