Just Me

I am now jobless since Feb.
But I am not worrying. Cause now I have time to talk to myself, to understand what I want.
To find out what been missing in me. What I really love to do.
I get back to time for jogging, and I am now trying to learn swimming.
I read other's blog, and I try to make mine better.

I get time to watch those DVD I had bought but not time to watch.
I laying on my bed and trying to think who I really wanna become.

I found Time for myself, and, I know I can do better and help more.
For times, I been busy for my family, my work, my love.
But, I didnt really get the time for myself, now, I do.

My friend once told me, he never really met a lady who love photography,
but I do, cause I really think life is beautiful and I wanna capture it before it is no more in my mind.
Now I really do understand why some people become a full time blogger, cause, they wanna enjoy their life than others. But too bad, I am not that talented in this, or, I might like to be one. =)

Bless me, I am learning to read Bible and I think I might be a Christian one day.
Anyway, how long is your last holiday？The one I meant only being with you, yourself.
Have it one day, and you might found the thing you missed in life.